Still in Hawaii

I've been back from Hawaii not quite a week yet. Came back to a lot of work (I am SOOO swamped!) and even more things to work out, but every now and then my mind wanders back to Oahu. I really missed the island and though I made a lot of promises in the past to visit more often, it took me 15 years to come back. I only wished it was for a different reason.
It has been a rough week, not only because of work but I am still sifting through all the emotions of the past couple of weeks. I haven't had a chance to slow down and process everything yet because not everything has been resolved, a few things are still hanging in the air. Every time I do get a second to rest my eyes, my head... I go back to this...